honesty is the best policy

July 21, 2005

So the world really came too close to losing me today: or is it the other way around? Running a 40 degree fever, hounded by the curs of the SAF (pounced upon in the back, those inglorious bastards), stretched to the limits of my fibres, I decided to kill myself. Writing the suicide note saved me, really: when I thought of all the friends I’d be leaving behind, I thought against it. And then I put the simple sleeping pills back into the cupboard, where they need to be, and took the medicine for my fever instead.


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